Hi friends .... I had pointed out yesterday with the help of the warm voice of Terence, a song to listen ... anticipated that the written response of Paky Mariani to my request to tell his story very interesting ... that speaks of love as always ... I report faithfully here, as always, what our friend told us .... They asked me to write something about me. It's never easy to describe themselves and their emotions so I will entrust to a mere summary of my Second Life.
Paky born one evening in December driven by curiosity to try a new experience that seemed to be winning. The first impression of Second Life is like a punch in the face. There is no tutorial that will explain 'cos this world is full of strange shapes and colors. There is no person who can explain what "live" in the coming months. You have to recover from the stunning and find out all by himself. Vaghi around looking for something to do, try to understand everything that's happening around you and when you understand how something works you feel like a child of two years for the first time he learns to interact. E 'immense satisfaction. I remember one of the first things I tried was the "sex". This famous cyber sex in the media so much about.
you do not like initially. You do not understand what people are seeing clusters of pixels that are produced in awkward animations. Then ... you happen to know a person with whom you can share a fantasy and then everything will seem different. The cyber sex can give you excitement because it stimulates your imagination and, paradoxically, the better. Second Life is a world that is based purely on the relationships between people. The entrance to chat with others, to find someone like you, I can make you feel a little less alien to the world. We talk about everything and usually very intimate things you would not say even to your best friend. Some have called the metaverse as "fast food" of human relationships. In fact it is not entirely wrong as a definition. Knowledge begins and ends very quickly and rarely let you go beyond appearance.
During my stay in the virtual world I met a person who, more than all made me realize what this world is misunderstood and misleading. all begins with strange sensations that you thought you'd hear on an avatar. You feel more and more fond of the person behind the screen.
You connect to talk and share. Do not you think that can hide the deception. Do not you think that men can pretend for hours without betraying nothing of their true selves. The bizarre fact is that, although many support in a virtual world that everything should be different from the real world (including relating to others), and in reality always find the same dynamics. People look with envy at your sudden "second serenity" and literally tries to put a spoke in the wheels. They try to sneak in quell'angolino of light, somehow, you found it. It is known that a body is exposed to light shade ... Suddenly you find yourself alone with the shadows.
you stop to reflect on the true nature of man and why it is totally incapable of sharing and respect for others. Realize that Second Life is no different from the real social dynamics and, indeed, is much worse because the monitor is like a real objection to the identity that allows you to release that "dark" side in the daily routine that can not be accommodated. From these discussions and a too active role Paky decided to create a new avatar, a new virtual identity which would serve to hide the first and even more for me to be the most "common" and "anonymous" possible. Even Jake was born at night, and this is just one of many parallels that bind my two "puppets".
I have to thank my thoughts that night because without it I would never have created Jake and therefore I would never have met the most important person. With this new identity avoid places "in vogue" in the Italian community in the metaverse. It was an environment far too competitive for my liking. A competition that I could have won easily but probably was not what I wanted. I went to places that officially totally avoided because even here in Second Life there are things that are considered unethical. I was often in contact with people who did not want to simply see the avatar mate, just trying a different stimulus, only a bit of excitement trying to remember a day that did not differ from the other real. So I found myself living in two situations. During the day I was the popular Paky, moderator of the forum remained fascinated by the diversity of people's ideas and tried to make room for all to be able to read more.
At night I was Jake, who wanted to find out about the invisible, that no one had the courage to express a kind of morality that was in the virtual mode of existence. I realized that Jake was born to bring clarity and yet had done nothing but confuse me even more. I noticed the writings, the thought of a woman with extreme vehemence and clarity to the sound of trying to overthrow the moral key that I had not had the courage to attack but from which, quite simply, I kept away. decided to get in touch with this person in some way. But I did not want to do it with Paky, there would be too much fiction and anything different from previous reports.
We would have thought Jake. The woman in question is an escort and Jake became one of his most trusted clients. I was totally fascinated by the mystery and what he wrote ... that I had picked up Forum was also reflected in the sessions of nudity. He could express his thoughts with a simplicity that I had never seen, and above all of which I was never able to. This frightened me, because, from the little I knew about her, belonged to two different worlds. Also I was still prey to some shadows from the recent past ... Here comes into play again the deception of the virtual.
As time went by I noticed more and more passionate about this person and what he wrote and when she wrote that she missed that particular customer as well. I realized that maybe I was once again a victim of "virtual distortion" and that perhaps this woman was not far from me, but closer than I imagined ... felt that the relationship was getting deeper so I could not just be Jake.
I had to make herself part of my other identity. The rest ... well the rest is for me because I'd rather keep private life :-))) In these lines I can not help but thank you and Second Life ...
Paky born one evening in December driven by curiosity to try a new experience that seemed to be winning. The first impression of Second Life is like a punch in the face. There is no tutorial that will explain 'cos this world is full of strange shapes and colors. There is no person who can explain what "live" in the coming months. You have to recover from the stunning and find out all by himself. Vaghi around looking for something to do, try to understand everything that's happening around you and when you understand how something works you feel like a child of two years for the first time he learns to interact. E 'immense satisfaction. I remember one of the first things I tried was the "sex". This famous cyber sex in the media so much about.
you do not like initially. You do not understand what people are seeing clusters of pixels that are produced in awkward animations. Then ... you happen to know a person with whom you can share a fantasy and then everything will seem different. The cyber sex can give you excitement because it stimulates your imagination and, paradoxically, the better. Second Life is a world that is based purely on the relationships between people. The entrance to chat with others, to find someone like you, I can make you feel a little less alien to the world. We talk about everything and usually very intimate things you would not say even to your best friend. Some have called the metaverse as "fast food" of human relationships. In fact it is not entirely wrong as a definition. Knowledge begins and ends very quickly and rarely let you go beyond appearance.
During my stay in the virtual world I met a person who, more than all made me realize what this world is misunderstood and misleading. all begins with strange sensations that you thought you'd hear on an avatar. You feel more and more fond of the person behind the screen.
You connect to talk and share. Do not you think that can hide the deception. Do not you think that men can pretend for hours without betraying nothing of their true selves. The bizarre fact is that, although many support in a virtual world that everything should be different from the real world (including relating to others), and in reality always find the same dynamics. People look with envy at your sudden "second serenity" and literally tries to put a spoke in the wheels. They try to sneak in quell'angolino of light, somehow, you found it. It is known that a body is exposed to light shade ... Suddenly you find yourself alone with the shadows.
you stop to reflect on the true nature of man and why it is totally incapable of sharing and respect for others. Realize that Second Life is no different from the real social dynamics and, indeed, is much worse because the monitor is like a real objection to the identity that allows you to release that "dark" side in the daily routine that can not be accommodated. From these discussions and a too active role Paky decided to create a new avatar, a new virtual identity which would serve to hide the first and even more for me to be the most "common" and "anonymous" possible. Even Jake was born at night, and this is just one of many parallels that bind my two "puppets".
I have to thank my thoughts that night because without it I would never have created Jake and therefore I would never have met the most important person. With this new identity avoid places "in vogue" in the Italian community in the metaverse. It was an environment far too competitive for my liking. A competition that I could have won easily but probably was not what I wanted. I went to places that officially totally avoided because even here in Second Life there are things that are considered unethical. I was often in contact with people who did not want to simply see the avatar mate, just trying a different stimulus, only a bit of excitement trying to remember a day that did not differ from the other real. So I found myself living in two situations. During the day I was the popular Paky, moderator of the forum remained fascinated by the diversity of people's ideas and tried to make room for all to be able to read more.
At night I was Jake, who wanted to find out about the invisible, that no one had the courage to express a kind of morality that was in the virtual mode of existence. I realized that Jake was born to bring clarity and yet had done nothing but confuse me even more. I noticed the writings, the thought of a woman with extreme vehemence and clarity to the sound of trying to overthrow the moral key that I had not had the courage to attack but from which, quite simply, I kept away. decided to get in touch with this person in some way. But I did not want to do it with Paky, there would be too much fiction and anything different from previous reports.
We would have thought Jake. The woman in question is an escort and Jake became one of his most trusted clients. I was totally fascinated by the mystery and what he wrote ... that I had picked up Forum was also reflected in the sessions of nudity. He could express his thoughts with a simplicity that I had never seen, and above all of which I was never able to. This frightened me, because, from the little I knew about her, belonged to two different worlds. Also I was still prey to some shadows from the recent past ... Here comes into play again the deception of the virtual.
As time went by I noticed more and more passionate about this person and what he wrote and when she wrote that she missed that particular customer as well. I realized that maybe I was once again a victim of "virtual distortion" and that perhaps this woman was not far from me, but closer than I imagined ... felt that the relationship was getting deeper so I could not just be Jake.
I had to make herself part of my other identity. The rest ... well the rest is for me because I'd rather keep private life :-))) In these lines I can not help but thank you and Second Life ...
Once again I managed to move me with your stories .... Thank Paky and all the friends that we read and we read .... Doing that it remains a living .... See you soon ... your .... Veronik ...
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